okay okay. ive not been updating my poor blog ever since i came back from Kampung aye? sorry babies to keep you waiting. as usual. busy busy busy + masalah problem with thaa emosi. muahahaha! nothing new about qiqi. once a month cnfirm plus chop ade emosi2 nye. suka taaak?

alot of things happened lately in a wink of eye. shall not elaborate though as i know this blog is "public". sheila baby, thank you soo much. antara2 orang yang pernah rapat ngan aku. kau sorang la yang smpai skrang boleh tahan ngan karenah aku. my crankyness. my stubborness. my sensitive side. everything. i dont have to hide anything from you. cause you know me too well. understand me too well. and your telephaty.. damn... ahaha!

aku sayang kau banyak2. ok? today record ehh. anak pak arsat balik terus despite me getting half day. baik pah?? mana nak dapat? tu tkpe. usually if im home early. i'll sleep the moment i hit my bed. today noooo okay. i on my ricky martin song... "I dont care" & "Drop it on me" and saaaaaaaaapp.... i turned my house to Movida. ahahaha! suka tak~ lepas tu kan. kene pekik ngan pak arsat. cause dah nak magrib and im still shaking my booty to the the beat. muahahahaha! and yes. my family member are sooooo used to this. ok pe. tkle club. buat club sndiri part rumah uh. free flow. agak2 penat boleh tdo. mana nak dapat. ahahaha!!

back to the story. ive been keeping those feelings i had. bottled it up for soo long. and today. i tripped. yes. i tripped. BUT! in a good way. seriously. no emo2. no maki2. ehh jab? tam, aku ade maki tak tadi? tk sgt la kan. yes i was frustrated. but i turned it into a joke. =) tam, teh kau dah byak improve on her ugly tantrums kan kan kan. sukaaa tak ????! =D

and finally. its time for me to PAY ATTENTION TO THOSE WHO APPRECIATE ME. i realised one thing. i keep giving my attention to the wrong person. and end up im the one who get hurt the most. finally finally. my bad. trying my best to fixed it. =) so yea, there it goes... those unwanted people.. away you go. and the nice ones? be patient. im trying. =) and no, that doesnt mean im ready to be loved or be in love.

i shall repeat. i am not ready. nothing wrong making friends aye? and i dont fall in love easily. soo yea. cause.. im saving the BEST for the LAST. *wink*

ok deh. gua nak tgk elvin ng. im sooo in love with that guy la kan. wanna noe who? go watch channel 8 9pm local drama. yang slenger name Tarzan tu la i loikkkeee! handsome right... *melts* SITI FAZILAH. I LOVE YOU TAM!!!! sayang kau sgt2. and for once, KAU LAWA OK. tkmo emo. ram tu buta. dier hangus dier tk tahu. ahahaha! tkde BF tkpe.. tkde kau aku mati. lup sama lu la siol. sukaaaaa taaakk.

dah dah. bye bye. nanti meremang bulu roma korang. muahahaha