maid rountine every sun - CHECKED. =) a satisfaction to see the whole house sparkling clean. the toilet too. suka sangat2. till my nails are like hancur, my hands are super DRY. tsk. ibu was blabbering nonsense stuff, while ayah THA KING on his Ogawa massage chair. i thought he was sleeping la kan. and i nagged cause orang sibuk nak mopped umah, he sibuk2 sit at the place that i need to mopped. ibu said something which i cant re-called la kan. we gossip about ayah. and suddenly ade suare background cakap.. "im listening.. gossip pasal bapak and suami dosa tau. nak gain pahala baik buat baik now now now." HAHAHAHAHAH! tjis is what happen if anak beranak duduk umah lama sgt. with nothing to do. bobual merepek. ^.^

a conversation with Hyder just now via FB. like finally. we figured it out. lay out the cards. settle scores for once. and amazingly, he played the game pretty aye dude. what goes around comes around. thank you for finally, coming up to me and explained the whole thing. too late. but at least we all know what ACTUALLY happenned. let it be. cerita dah basi. and you, im soo happy to see you finally getting engaged. and when you said.. "aku next year dah 23yrs old sey." i know its time that u throw away those playa attitude. sedar pon diri dah makin tua eyy hyd! ahaha. good for you. tunang jgn lupe jemput dok.

as for me. 2009 started out very badly. i should say.. 2009 was the worst of all la. and now, the ending of it are pretty challenging for me too. its like all the puzzled been solve one by one. i feel like you know, all these thing that happened. happen for a reason. cause i really badly want to start afresh. clean book. new journey. burn the past. soo before i really start a new leaf. all questions are being answered one by one. soo that i can moved on freely. peacefully. thank you god.

i miss my babygirl, ah tam. haiyerrrr. off to pebbles land now. sweet dreams semua.