i wanted to update soo badly. cause i got so many things to shared. but i dont know where to start. cause basically its like soo ber-sepah. even if i typed it out. its soo jumble up. ahaha! and i "forgot" that this is public. so i changed my mind about it. or else kpo-chi's will poke their nose. and ruin my beautiful life like again. new hobby for them la i think.
i had a wonderful conversation with naddy via msn. i tell you, it was soo the chatty here and there... and i was like.. "omg... i miss this soo much. when was the last time i had a long juicy chat with this lady aye?" =) and im glad. we both didnt change a single bit. agree with me naddy? haha. crazy as before. mulut laser is a must. mak suke nyaaaaah~
and its a huge relief to shared something with naddy. you know i know aye naddy? ahaha. jacob black story. ouuhh lala. i asked myself at times. am i faling in love or is it just a normal crush. cause trust me. its been suchaaaaaa long time since i got that kind of attention from someone. like seriously. it feels good but to think back what ive been thru. i snapped it out and put myself in my "in denial" situation. phobia. yes it is. =)
now i realised why i dont get attracted to those who come. why i cant fall in love with them when i know...they wont hurt me like the rest.. 1st is the attention that i love receiving. not too much not too little. not too overboard. =) and the rest is... CONFIDENT, CONVERSATION and most important. CHEMISTRY. =) the three C's. yang lain.. bisaaaaa diatur.... hahaha!
ok deh. im not going to exposed too much about it. those who matter only knows about it. =) tetek always never fail to make me laugh. those talk cock msges always tickle my tummy. baik2 tkde link terus ade link ehh. ahaha! thats my mac donald's... =)
Him: eaten already? where u now?
Me: Yup. i had tetek ayam from KFC tadi.. heading back home now. in camp already?
Him: nolah. in the gym right now. just finish running. now tgh nak buat tetek.
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ahahahaha! i told you this tetek can get irritetek at times. perangai very the willy wakkau. sukaaa taaakkk. jacuub heetaamm.
