13 is indeed an unlucky number aye. i am soo fucking pissed the whole day today at work. soo much anger in me till i feel freaking sleeping towards the end of the day at work. i was like yawning every 5 mins. wa tak bedek lu la sista. orang klau dah ngantok. bobual semua merepek2. my girls are the victim lor. ahahah! sorry girls. but i think all of you got used to that kan kan kanina.. haha!
skipped that. sheila wasnt in thaa mood also. and now i know why this lady here went silence yesterday. member nak train diri dier when im not around for a week plus daaaa... suka tak ah tam? tak layan kau k. hmmph! be strong. be nice k ah tam. you know i know.
fickle minded, fake, ego, SHY guys TURNED ME OFF. like seriously. dont expect me to fall in LOVE WITH YOU if ure soo shy like that. how to know you deeper and better if the conversation and like soo random? you get what im tryin to say? i click very well if you're talkative. even if ure shy, try not to be shy. like what ive always say.. tampal muka tembok uh. ape susah. betol tak? you didnt try.. and dont expect me to be interested or go for you. cause i myself is pretty ego. but be thankful that at least i did TALK. shy guys = NO TOPIC. get it. for what be talkative via CYBER or sms's. face to face terus bisu. might as well i date someone out from this country kan. bonggok.
and and, WHEN i care. doesnt mean i HAVE to be ur GF. friends care for each other. drill this in ur square box brain. tsk! ive made myself clear aye. klau malu jgan kenal2. aku pon tk suro kau suka aku. or kenal2 ngan aku. paham. you made the 1st move. not me. im not trying to be mana punyer besar la saying all this. its something that bothers me VERY much. which i kept for soo long. and today is the best day to burst it all. and tam, whatever i type here is not meant for him. you know who im refering too. but the shy part. i made myself clear to you before. the rest.. meant for anyone who terase.
i told you. im mean when i cant controlled it anymore. sorry but yea. truth hurts. stating the Facts. no harm. terase? kau punyer pasal.
ohh. dearest susu gave me a suhhhweeeettt comment at FB. which i wanna shall with all of you. it really soothes me. just nice to comfort me with what i am goin through right now. see, i told you im not alone... i have my girls and family right behind me.. =) and here it goes... THANK YOU LOVE! xoxo
"Specially for you, babygirl :
Being single used to mean that nobody wanted you. Now it means you’re pretty, sexy, & you’re taking your time deciding how you want your life to be & who you want to spend it with. - Sex And The City"
