Just when i thought everything are fine.. things fall apart again. confidence starts to erase slowly. im like WTF. this is not fun at all i tell you. but then again, this is life. its like a ferris wheel. you wont stay on top for long. beat it, im confused.
story after story ive heard. yet im stubborn. i like to see it with my own eyes, then i'll judge. but when that happens, we all know its too late and i'll get heartbroken by then. how wow ehh? damn it. i hate this part right here. and what i told azry was right, im always the fickle minded one. =) i said i was ready, but when things fall apart, i'll back out. and i think i'll back out slowly.
i shall draw the line now, and keep reminding myself not to fall in love with anyone yet. =) lesson learnt. im trying very hard to drill it in my head. my body feels weak though. and my mood gone haywire. but im glad that my girls told me that. at least, i can be more careful and play the detective game. *kening naik2* so, we'll see whether he've changed OR another game to be played. same script different cast aye? ahaha. if you think you want to play me out, let ME warn you 1st. i've deal with these kind of things like i-dont-know-how-many-times.. im good at acting idontknowanything but actually i know everything. so, please. dont try. owe up. or get yourself burnt. =)
urrggh. someone please bring back my crazy mood. cmon qiqi, ure good at dealing with this. i know i can pull this through. i know I CAN. =)
Never start a new friendship with a lie. that's all i ask from you. thank you.
"If someone doesn't know how to appreciate you well, it's okay because there's others that will. "
drilling that quote in my head now. aqilah munirah is superwomen. nothing can bring me down. no more. =) dont worry. i'll be fine. toodles.
