just because of a single phrase i said, got u all worked up. giving me the "cold shoulder". treating me like a total stranger. making me feel fucking miserable for nothing. wow please? and when i think back, why the hell am i being treated this way just because of a single phrase i said? tell me girls is it wrong to say.. "One day, when u have someone else, i shall leave." too sinful for you aye? i dont believe in I love you forever. cause experience taught me this.. "Nothing lasts forever."
and to think back, all this while, its always been ME, who have to look after ur feelings, pampering u like a baby. wherelse when it comes to mine, you dont even care. tell me about it - it is worth staying? i dont want to waste my time anymore. neither am i goin to text u up or anything. im done. mean? heartless? be it. why must i be nice when you treat me like crap! true enough right? like adnan sempit like to say.. "i dont want banana fruit two times.." *kiwak qi, sempat pe selit daun LOL* so wolfy, go on be happy. im not going to give in this time round. im done with it. dont trigger the patience i hold for you. sekali pijak boleh, kalau dah macam selalu, to tha left baby. dont waste my time.
you cant even handle small issues like this, then how are you gonna handle the worst than this? i was right didnt i.."anything can happen before u go or when ure there in Aussie..." see. i was right. and i did the right thing by not rushing it through except for the confession made. but it's okay. people make mistakes. you fall you stand up back and brush it off. and whats the verdict for wolfy and me? time will tell. for now, i cant even bothered. you guys should accept the facts, that we girls, are sensitive. okay? and wolfy, the whole thing its not about only u okay. its about us. keep up with ur selfish attitude.and this whole thing will go down the drain. soon.
so yesterday night, the plan almost the menjadi but jadi in the end cause - dimana ada kemahuan.. disitu ada HIGHWAY!!! ahahahaha! shakil and i are supposed to meet at 7. and at 7pm laaa kite bangun k!!! perangai dwarf - whats new aye qiqi? muahahaha! we pom pom pom to Holland V to have dessert - cold rock. and made our way to Henderson wave for chilling session. alif joined in later part. shakil is the best laughing gas la kan. expression wise. ahahaha! i still cant get over the "mondok hantu ape eh tu?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! wth!!! siape la ajar mondok tu hantu. kecoh bro! and ohh. we both keep farting and farting la k. shark's fart power-fuel laa seyy. vibrate okay that jembatan. lol!!! good destress night out with my boys! and we bullied alif in the end cause kaki abg filan semut2s... hahahaha!!! someone driving now la kan. car like ah-beng2 racer. saaaaaaappp!! lol.
for now, i am goin to keep myself busy like i always do. i dont wana let this thing btween me and wolfy affect my mood and stuff, although deep down my heart sanked. but sokay, im immune with this. same script different cast. ive been dealing with alot of heartaching issues lately. let me rest please. And im lucky that.. this upcoming week are pretty busy for me. Thurs night im off to JB and sleepover Cik Lan's house for family gathering and BBQ till friday. saturday will be tagging ms pyja to babysit Baby Harris!!! SUKA PLSSS!! asyik tgk gmbar jer. geram k. whoots. soo yea. thats all for now. i think i give my best to update bout my current situation. dont worry, im fine. always do. qiqi strong lady now. =)
toodles babies!!
Gave you the benefit of the doubt
Till you showed me what your all about
True colours came out..
I’m done with this
Feeling like an idiot
Lovin you, I’m over it
I just don’t love you, don’t love you no more
Never thought you’d lose my love this way..
Don’t you wish you had a time machine
That way you could change history
It’s the only way that you could be with me
