its been a tiring month of september i swear. spring cleaning in clinic and home, back to back are definetly not a laughing issue. to add the pain to it, its fasting month. fuhh! mencabar nawaitu saya ehh. but that helps me to burn all my fats too. nyehehaha.. me like.
and so, raya was o-kay only this year. not as grand or happening cause basically im not in the mood for it anyway. too stress i guess? after cleaning and cleaning and cleaning for the whole month of fasting. My body finally game out on the 1st day of raya. *hails* wa dah mcm superwomen dok. nie baru betul nyer superwomen. all i know, 1st day raya, when the last family came (makcik lela and abg ijai), they were talking about some personal family issue which shall not be mention, i listen to it half way. and then walked towards the tv area, lied down. KONON nyer nak watch the drama la kan. end up DRAMA KELING uh aqilah munirah nie. ahahahaha!!
ibu was nice enough to drag me to my room. on the aircon, pull the curtains and my comforter for me. ciaaannn anak ibu kan. kemas mcm nak rak. and the following days was all out jalan raya here and there. with all the hatmah's family here. =)
and oh! since paragon outlet currently on renovation, saye telah dicampah ke taman jurong and jurong point on alternate days. and my reports are like SHIAAAAATTT. sedih k. kesian tau mcm like no home. bt the fun thing is.. i get to walk up at 7am. and ayah send me off to tmn jurong. suka tak. save ezlink bro!! and im freaking out cause i felt like i ate alot. but when i weight myself. FUHH!!! slamat baby. maintain 50kg. ahahah! time to do situps. my menses cramp been sucha bitch. tuii!
while things are crazy back in work and home. things are wayyy more crazy with pak abdus. he's been soo paranoid and insecure with me lately. arguements after arguements. which i think makes no sense at all. seriously. im emotionally drained out. that explains why at times i rather keep quiet. do my own stuff. but still, no matter what it is. you noe i love you. only you. get that. i got you back bby. dont worry. mwahss!
Keep my swagger. Keep looking good for ya. Keep my hood for ya.
I got your back boy. Je'Taime baby =)
