You know people change. Some for good. Some from bad to worst. Like it or not. Thats life, deal with it. And life is indeed harsh. You just gotta find a way to overcome it and look at it from a positive view. October wasn't a really good month for me. Same goes for November - i think? well, the starting of this month i mean. but insyallah, this will end. I want to treasure this whole month of november. Cause i'll wont be working under Point Medical Group anymore in the month of dec.
My 1st career. My 1st time ever meeting alot of people. Getting more serious and responsible. 3 years of working there. Alot of memories indeed be it - good or bad. You know, i really dont want to leave that place but work politics, back stabbing , facing someone 5 1/2days per week who you know talks behinds u - isnt healthy. i was being SUPER patient cause i have to obey the rules that im under bond for 2 years. and trust me, everyday when i go to work and shitty thing happen with people at work, i always tell pyja or myself "sabar qiqi, bond da habis. nightmares are over too." i remember 5months back, i said the same thing too. i know you people "think" that i wont mean what i say, or worst, will never leave that place. says who honey?
you know why i always take the blame even though at times, its not EVEN MY FAULT? why i never argue when i know im right? why i just keep quiet and let you people scold me or treated me bad. cause i know, once this is over, i dont have to see you people again, anymore. i dont want to list all this down but seriously, i have too. i dont even want to leave the company with a harted feeling or grudges but you people make it soo hard. i dont want to leave either but somehow i know, in the end, i'll have too. Dont be selfish. you if get what i mean.
What i will miss most is.. Pyja, Nadia and Layhan. seriously. Look on the brightside. what are hp for right? =)
On the other hand, i would like to thank my dearest tashakus too, for supporting me all this while. giving me confidents that i need. he even accompany me for my job interview that was like what? superrrrrr last minute?? ahahah! it was awessommee.
i really want to blog more. but i realllyyy stinks now. ahahahaha. wa belum mandi dok... patut mendung jer weather.. -.-" and plus! i have to call bf later. nyehahahah!
i really miss Chinta Inc and Sheila. really bad. but it seems like everyone is busy doing their own stuff. Keeping things to themselves. soo yea, i dont want to be irritating and keep on asking whether they are okay or not. cause i know how it feels when you just want to be alone, in your own world and people keep bugging you with questions that you have the ans but dont want to talk about it or think of it. well understoon. just so you know, im always here. im always here for all of you. just like how i used to be there for all of you. aqilah munirah miss korg byk's sekali. =(
and thank you bf, for keeping me sane all this while too. changes in you.. credis to pyja of course. =)if she didnt wake u up, i dont think we will still be here. kan bby? okay2. we will continue about this soon. i really need to mandi before itu abdustak sleeps on me again. LOL.
