Al Fateha Allahyarham Muhammad Shah Rezza Bin Surahim6th November 1989 - 23rd August 2011
You left a great impact on us whn you left us just like that dudee. Never i though your last min iftar over at ur house with only ur close frens invited was actually a signal you gave that we never knew. Iftar was cancelled and exactly 6days after that we gave u tahlil ceremony. It took me like a month plus to really bring myself here and let it out. 3 days of rushing over to the hosp definetly were my most memorable one. watching u outside the glass door with those stupid wires all over ur body makes it soo terrible to watch. and the worst thing was accepting the fact that ure gone now. a phonecall that changed everyting. listening to ur gf''s voice over the phone crying telling me ure no longer breathing.. and ur brain stop functioning. i've never cry soo bad my entire life and dude, lu pecah record gue sih. =_( sat along those corridor outside icu ward. squatting down. cried like as if tears would bring u back. and shah, did u see how crowded the ward was? hahaha. filled with frens and relatives. it shows what a really good man you are. =) i miss ur randoms calls dudee. asking us where are we. disturbing salam while driving using the phone. going jb. the epic of maggie goreng. those are the memories i only have now. you know the say " Things happen for a reason." It does. Shasha and i became really close now. Weird huh? bt yea. ahahah! even we are close to ur family now. I remember how u always complaint of ur nasty boss. How u always love to talk in the "singh" ascent. How sincere ur smile was. =) Sleep now dudee. have a good rest and sleep. Dont worry about nothing. Visit us in ur dreams okay. I'll be waiting. dont worry about shasha, i'll take good care of her just like how u took good care of salam. Noone can replace u shah. I'll see you soon whn my time comes. and we could catch-up like the old times. for now, watch us and give us strength to move on. especially ur parents and shasha. dont worry about the rest. save a spot for me aight? i want to see how awesome heaven is. Alfateha shah. rindu kau gils babs sal! xoxo
Starting of 2012 will be dull without u. bt i'll hold this pictures of ours. The last newyear spend with u. =)
Thank you bf for everything. congrats on ur new career and caaaaaaarrrrrrrrr!!! ahahahah. action already lor got car forget me. lol. wait till i bring my baby micca back. hmmmpf! and thank u for getting my cat cage and littertray WITHOUT A CAT INSIDE! hahahaha.
ohh! managed to persuade mum to let me own a cat which she finally gave it wit 101 rules and regulations. ^.^ cant bring micca back yet since she still need her mummy's milk. boo. but soon! i cant wait. at least im not bored stuck at home whn bf's busy working. oh i have to admit.. PSA working schedule kasi mati orggggggg. hmmmpf!
